Geez! That’s sucks! I know this stuff is a little different for everyone. My doc put gave me some as-needed busiprone & propranolol before the fluoxetine, so that may have contributed to my experience? Who even knows. I hope you can find the correct medication or whatever one day.
I’m sorry to hear that, for me it’s like enough of a weight has been lifted, I’m able to see, feel, or explore things I haven’t noticed before. If this is a reduced “up” it’s till better than things were before
Gods, it feels like it. Like, is this how NTs feel all the time?
Ah geez that sucks… Yeah I don’t think the highs are that low for me. But I didn’t have that many before anyway so 🤷
Although for me, it’s combined with wellbutrin
The first couple of years definitely had some fun times, but as it got more serious, I did get more annoyed with those dumbass high-school kids… Even the, there were occasionally so. E fun times, though I was too serious-of-a-kid realize… .
I was this guy by the time I turned 18. Fast food will do that too you.
Whaddya want me to do?! Dress in drag and do the hula?!
You may be interested in Ill Advised Records on YouTube then. https://youtu.be/jELW6YU4o8Y They do some synth and a lot of darker sounding lofi skewed hard into the horror/creepy direction. Some of the songs do have samples of old movies and some of the lofi synth has distorted old commercials and stuff that have a creepy feel.
It's OK, I heard a lot of us die by 50 anyway 🤷