Thin line between seeing yourself and catharsis, and hating one’s self

You mean my 6k Gmail drafts? 😭

I started doing paper pads everywhere and trying to log at end of day.

I spent the weekend failing to make my civ mods work, with a thousand lines of notes… 2/3 in, I think “damnit blazeknave. You spend months perfecting this stupid fucking obsidian setup, and you’ve been here in notepad+ like a fucking jabroni.”

1987. TIL.

Not even on my phone

Are we a cult? Civ was my first thought and there you were up top.

You didn’t forget to feel satisfied the moment you completed the Amazon order, feeling no sense of joy whatsoever by the time it arrives and you’re back to your overwhelming life of failure at mundanity?

I wasn’t saying the latter but that’s an interesting idea. Not the former per se- the cis heteronormative gender and sexuality binary is bullshit and only exists bc religion (capitalism… moar serfs in fields) and generations of fear. There’s tons of fluidity in earlier civilizations and more in nature.

I’d just like to hear some comments from all the downvoters. Odd thing to get so defensive about Lemmy

No.

Gender is a neurotypical construct

Sorry, did anyone say I did something about it? 😜

There’s an ADHD YouTuber who has reminded me of my days-wet-laundry, by mentioning her own, on at least 3 separate occasions.

NYC without drivers ed

Revealed? It’s probably on Crunchbase. How is this news?

Right on. Really like it!

Link to desk pad?

Looks like the novell(?) frontend to windows

Who is delivering it to the branch?

Awesome! My Dr lets me do telehealth regularly bc the only thing she does differently when I’m there is BP, so just upload the data and stay home now.

Tf?? I get everything else through care pass but they won’t deliver this bc drug schedule. I’m in SF, maybe just a local law? Or California?🤷

In fact, my Dr can’t prescribe more than 30 days. Even if she does three months, I have to show up ON the 30th day, no sooner, hoping it’s in stock.

It’s been 3 weeks. I think when I get it, I’m going to continue a break for another month and save for next emergency