HumanoidTyphoon

Me, at least 3 times per day

This is the limited streaming series we need right now.

Same. And I thought I was the only one. That I just sucked as a person. It wasn’t until age 45, and after reading posts like this one, that I found out others shared my experiences.

I would have liked my parents to have been understanding of the fact that I had anywhere from serious difficulties up to and including inability, to do things they took for granted as necessary parts of life. Unfortunately they chose the methods of constantly yelling at me, belittling me, and being utterly dismissive and respectless.

also all my friends hate me

I mean, I don’t, but maybe OP does?

This definitely sounds like AuDHD to me.