You’re right, I am stressed… A recent family illness isn’t helping, along with having PTSD. When it rains, it pours I guess. 🥴

God, maybe I do have ADHD. I’m always super stressed and always tired. I feel like a depressed Slowpoke anymore.

Apologies for the late response, and perhaps I need to be tested. 🤔 I just feel like a tea kettle constantly near boiling after a hard day. Some nights, the most I get is 4 hours and the rest of the time I wake up a panicked state. Awake for hours until I have to get up. 🥴

Lol, late reply but thanks! I think it’s long gone, but required extra steroids and antibiotics. 🥴

The third one looks like a gang sign 😂

Think about it? It’s all I think about already!

Ahh a micro-p connector! It’s essentially a smooth surface with a small nub.

I Am Legend, the one with Will Smith.

While depressing, it makes sense, seeing as this market model isn’t sustainable in the long term, let alone short term.

It’ll be nice to get off this clown car of a timeline.

I’m pretty sure Hugh Hefner was more of, “A Weekend At Bernie’s”, situation at the end. They just propped him up like a scarecrow at events.

As you get older, you sort of get used to the fact that the majority of your fellow passengers are oblivious to the fact we’re on a bus speeding towards a cliff, driven by depravity and delusions of grandeur. And you realize short of a miracle, nothing is going to change it. It’s either that or you go mad. ¯\(ツ)/¯

Thanks, and do you mean the Butthole Spiders?

I can’t unsee it now.

Thank god, it’s pseudoscience now. Though I was tested over 2 decades ago, it seemed silly they made a big deal out of it.

Which is the curse, built in risk aversion. 🥴

I avoided it by coasting, they did testing in kindergarten and I realized fast I didn’t want the attention. Especially being treated like a trophy by my dad.

Do I regret coasting now, of course. Do it for your self-confidence, later in life you’ll be happier you did.

I say it regularly, I would prefer to be ignorant… At least then I wouldn’t be hyper aware our species stinks.

The later half is so true, early on when you’re a statistical anomaly you can get special treatment, but once you become a small problem or the skill backfires they blow up as if it couldn’t have been seen coming. They expect 100% efficiency like you’re a battery to sap and don’t care how it affects you mentally.

Go with what makes you happiest, most often more effort can lead to less rewards. Ultimately you have to find your comfort zone.