Take care of yourself my dude. Definitely not worth it, always reach for help and you'll be surprised that people actually care! Also, therapy and probably meds, if you aren't doing it already.
I've been on meds for decades my man. I'm currently going through something of a crisis: I kinda collapsed at work yesterday and walked out. Of a 8 yr "career'. Now I don't just have my inner demons to contend with, but I also risk homelessness! Isn't society grand?
If you collapsed probably there were lots of bad stuff accumulated over your working time, but yeah, I get that. I had a job that made me life miserable (billing department over phone), but I was afraid to quit because, you know, we have to sustain ourselves. Everything will be alright, but you'll have to start looking for something soon, lol.
Take care of yourself my dude. Definitely not worth it, always reach for help and you'll be surprised that people actually care! Also, therapy and probably meds, if you aren't doing it already.
I've been on meds for decades my man. I'm currently going through something of a crisis: I kinda collapsed at work yesterday and walked out. Of a 8 yr "career'. Now I don't just have my inner demons to contend with, but I also risk homelessness! Isn't society grand?
If you collapsed probably there were lots of bad stuff accumulated over your working time, but yeah, I get that. I had a job that made me life miserable (billing department over phone), but I was afraid to quit because, you know, we have to sustain ourselves. Everything will be alright, but you'll have to start looking for something soon, lol.